• i quit being CLASS MONITOR !!! xD
• but , i have to be the assistant ... haiH
• everything seems to be less stress to me
• Study is going normal...
• less play , more study ... Dx

LIFE

hmmmmm let see...

• puasa is near !!! cant wait for it and i think im prepare for it =]
• this week (26-30/7) is kinda ... not a good one for me... my head thinks alot... and everything that i thought is all NEGATIVE ......... all the negative consiquences i may/might get ... stupid lah... NEED.TO.THINK.POSITIVE !
• Khemah Ibadah.... Personally , i'd say it really changed me after went to the kem and when i got home ... well , it maybe not too much , but i can see abit changes in me.... its open my heart , and it freaks me out to know all the things that i dont know...... especially when it comes to the death part ...... seriously.......and shhhh , i burst to tears when i listened one of the songs ..................................... conclusion = so now i feel a whole lot scared of every single thing that i did or do .....
• next , i dunnow why im having this feeling that.... im no longer important to anyone.... everytime i see , some of my friends (close or normal or best friend) only talks to me when they really need me....and when they dont , they just ignore me (sometime) ... im not sure whether im the one who suppose to start a convo or them ... *this is one of the factor for point 2*
• what else eyh ? erm....
• -thinking-
• haah ! next week ICBB installation 8D ... i wanna go ! but i dont wanna be alone , coz i might kill my self if left alone D:

• I SUPERBLY , FRIGGINLY MISS MY SAYANG
• i wanna see you lah
• i wanna be with you
• haih ^^

okay , thats all for now..... owh one more thing

• ILOVEYOUSAYANG ^^

-THE END- nite nite Diary =]

The feeling inside me

argh !!!!!

posted at [5:02 PM]