This Is War ...
Lately a lot of SHITS happened kay .
Im trying not to recall it back , so i wont talk about it anymore here .
Rigth now ,
Im just staying at home doing NOTHING !
I Seriously wanna go out !
But not going out ALONE ! HAIH !
I've been going out alone for 2 times edi .
And now , im stuck at home .
I cant wait for the next hangout !
OWH OWH OWH !!!
and this Saturday i might going to Sunway Pyramid !! (again)
I get to see my old friends again after 3 years ^^
ITS A REUNION !!!!
cant wait for it too though =D .
Kay , right now i feel so lifeless .
I want a LAPTOP so friggin bad !! Dx
urrrrggghhhhhh~
I AM DIEING IN BOREDNESS !!!!!!!!
posted at [3:25 PM]
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Torturement...
Sylvia ,
What has happen to our relationship ?
Why are we not really close like before ?
Why sometimes you dont want to talk to me ?
Did i do something wrong ?
Are you still in love with me ?
Are you going to break up with me ?
Am i still important to you ?
All these question stuck in my head...
Please , i want the REAL answer from you .
I want to be back with you .
I want the old times when we're happy together .
I just want all this problem to be solve as fast as can .
Because i can't take it anymore !
Please , tell me every single thing to me .
So we can solve everything now ..
Is there anything i can do for you ?
Is there anything you dont like on me ?
I'd change for you .
PLEASE ....
and i want you to know that im still in love with you .
posted at [3:28 PM]
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My Mistake ...
Hey bee ,
I know things are really messed up right now .
I'm the one to blame .
It's my faults .
I'm really sorry .
Right now ,
I want us to be like the old time we had together .
We both talk for every single day .
We both we're happy together .
I don't want the situation that we're having now to last long .
It kills me for every second when we both don't talk to each other .
I really want to end the problem we having now .
But how its going to end if we both don't talk ?
Please , talk to me .
I really want to talk to you.
But im afraid that im disturbing you .
It hurts me a lot when we both dont talk at all .
I dont know what are you thinking right now.
I dont know whats your next moves .
Whatever it is ,
I want you to know ...
I REALLLY want you to know that ,
You are still THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE !
IM STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU .
I dont want anything to break us apart .
You're in my mind for 24/7 ...
I really dont wanna lose you , PLEASE .
If i we're granted a wish , i wont ask for money or fame or the whole world ..
All i want is you ..
Only you could make my life more joyful .
Only you can fill up my empty heart .
Sylvia , i really mean it what i said above .
I had my faith , trust and my life with you .
posted at [10:38 PM]
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Avenged Sevenfold.....
Actually this have nothing to do about the title above , i just don't know any title to put xD .
Today is 20/10/2010 ...
It's a great date right right ^^
And today is a great day too !!
At school , i learnt a bit about the speaker thingy for the A.E.S ....
Me and Zayd connect our phones and play songs in the dewan ...
Which every can listen to it xD
Then me , Dal , Kent , Siva and Chris made a video ...
But all the video failed .. We planned to do the same for tomorrow !! ^^
I know , we're so lifeless xD ...
Okay i had an awesome time at Taman Aman today with Zayd , Dal , Kent , Wifey , KY and Davina ^^
Amy and Arvinaah was there too , but they both went back early ? i dunnow ..
Today im being so crazy lorh xD
I talk with a parrot voices ... i dunnow why xP
Maybe im just trying to be fun ? ^^
But they all had a good time too !
And kesian at Zayd coz his shoes we all took it xD hahaha
Then Dav , KY and wifey have to go back ..
Wifey holds my hand and hugged me x3
When she hugged me , i feel like wanna be with you all the time together .
When you holds my hand , i feel like that you need me by your side ...
I love you so much bee <3
I just love being around with you <3
WO AI NI BEE ^^
If you need me , you can call me or sms me anytime kay.
I'll be here for you.
I Hope This Day Will Remain Continue ^^
posted at [11:39 PM]
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F.R.E.E.D.O.M.E !!!!!!!
Guys !!!!
PMR is finally over !!!!!
Its time to party !!!!! xD
No more books and studies for 3 months !!
~woot~
Anyway , day after PMR at school is really really boring !
with all the boring ceramah ...
And the boredness of staying at home ...
haih !
I wanna go out !!!
But , i already went out that day to Mid Valley with Zayd ! xD
It was a last minute plan actually .
And i went to Zayd's house too ! ^^
At Mid Valley , i planned to watch movie ... Lucky when we reached there , the queue for the movie ticket is short only ... Then we watched RESIDENT EVIL : AFTERLIFE (3D) !!!!!! After that we go walked around , from shop to shop ... Then wifey join us =D !! We went to arcade play some games ! and i keep dieing on 'Time Crisis 4' Dx .... Then we played the Sniper game , which was awesome xD !!! ahaha
I cant wait for next hangout though !
I hope it will be better and best-er than the last time ^^
On Wednesday ,
We all went to Taman Aman again after so long !
Its like normal though .
I bought a chocolate for wifey and Dav .. ^^
I hope theres more exciting day coming on !
Will enjoy while we can xD !
PMR over already weyh !
So now have to wait for the results !
Owh and... To wifey ,
Im sorry about all the post that i said here on my blog :/
Im really sorry kay .
I really loves you .
No matter what , i still trust you .
If you lost your trust to me , im really sorry :/
Im sorry for everything wrong i did .
I LOVE YOU , kay ...
I just love you so much bee ! ♥
Thats all for now ^^
*signing off*
posted at [10:11 PM]
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Stop hurting , please :/
First , im not posting this to hurt anyone feelings..
Im just letting out my emotion right now ...
Im really hurt lately...
For me , it hurts when im not the one you talk to when you were down or sad :/ ...
Last Tuesday , i dont know what happened to you .
That night i feel like you gonna break up with me And you talked abit only with me ...
I dont know if you are ignoring me or not ...
It hurts me alot kay :/
Please ,
Im really inlove with you.
I want you in my life.
Dont leave me... please....
I keep on hurting lately :/
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ...
posted at [1:06 AM]
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Uh uh uh ! and this song !!!
posted at [4:55 PM]
Im ADDICTED to this song !!!
posted at [4:52 PM]
PMR is here yaw !!!
Finally its here !!!
Actually it has been few day pass , but not yet over .
Last exam day is on Monday . Which is Maths and KH paper.
I think im ready for maths . But not KH . Glahhhhhh !
For me ... the entire exam was hard ...
But after checked the answer from the internet .
I get a pretty good results for few objective papers !
I dont know if the asnwer is correct or not .. xD
I really hope i get good results eventhough i tembak-ed alot in most of the papers .
AND AND AND !!!!
I. hope the pengawas peperiksaan didnt cought me cheating or something ..
If not i will get all FAIL ... T.T
why ? coz during sejarah paper , i was looking at my friend next to me .
and i think the pengawas saw me . SHITTTTT~!
Kay erm....
On the night of first day of PMR ,
I was really broke . and it remained on the next day .
I dont know what happen to you .
I dont know why you dont wanna talk to me .
I feel like you dont need me anymore .
Im seriously friggin broke that time .
But, thank god i managed to control it during exam time .
And thanks to my bestbro's for cheering me up eventhough they dont know(i GuEss) what happened ...
Its just so " *^& %*FG@YGR&@^RHTDY*(&%^GH*(!YT&^% lah !!!! " urgh ..
Kay , i dont wanna talk about it anymore.....
and one more thing...
I dont care whatever happen !
I want you to know that IM STILL INLOVE WITH YOU !
kay im doneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~
eyh wait !
Wish me luck on KH and Maths paper on Monday ! xD
and to all my friends , i wish you guys good luck too !
"MAY THE KNOWLEDGE BE WITH YOU"
-peace-
posted at [4:00 PM]
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A week before the EXAM ..
Last week...
I finally get a post in BSMM (Bulan Sabit Merah Malaysia) ... erm , my post is .. 'EO' Emergency Officer .. i dont know if i can do emergency stuffs or not . Actually , i dont really want a post , all i want is pangkat xD haha ... Anyway , during the installation day , it was really tiring . Yea lah , have to walk all the way to La Salle from BB . Gila betul haih....
This week...
The second trial exam finish edi . Thats mean the REAL exam are coming . I only got good marks for Maths-89(A). other than that Geo and KH - 67(B) , Sejarah-72(B) , English and BM havent get yet and propably will never get ... and lastly agama . its Really dissapointing that i got 47(D) for it . Gahh !
Kay , enough with trial ..
At school , it was pretty boring this week . Only have Bengkel for all subject except a few . and my target for this PMR is ... at least
"5A's" !!!
and lastly...
Im really broke this week . My emotion is playing with me . I dont know why . I feel like things are different now . I know theres an exam coming . But it just different . I feel like being im hated by someone and .... i feel like everything i did is wrong ... To all my friends , if im doing something wrong , please tell me , so i can change it .. No need to make or do something to annoy/pissed me or even mess up with my feeling ... please , tell me :/
Kay im done ..
I miss my girlfriend so much ..
I know we cant really talk much nowadays ..
I just miss you so much..
and its hurting me.. alot...
I LOVE YOU ♥
P/s = Good luck to all form 3 students that taking PMR next week ^^
posted at [12:29 AM]
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