I think i'm giving up with my life i'm having.I'm sorry for everything.
Sometimes i don't know which is right and wrong.
The moment when i seek for help from my friend , they actually helped me.
But after that , why do i just being like nothing happens ? Like those person didn't do anything for me. I do appreciate it , but my action seems like not to.
I admit that sometimes i do trying to get other people attention.
I know some people probably have negative impression when i did that.
But in the end i realized , i don't need to be someone else to get one's attention.
I know how am i early last year.
I am much different now.
I always feel happy when i'm around them.
But now , i'm slowly being the old me.
I didn't talk much to anyone.
Everyday , i woke up in the morning , i already know that my day would be lonely like it always did for every single day of my life.
And i'm not surprise if one day , no one would even want to talk to me.......
Lately , everything that i said, it always end up as a lie or it didn't even happen.
I understand if everyone's trust on me are slowly disappearing.
I just don't know what is wrong with me.
I am being....... 'not me'.